Slowly I have started with unpacking the boxes that contain proof of my old life. With every box that I open the memories float back into my mind. Carefully I place my stuff in the cupboards, sometimes holding the item a little bit longer than necessary as if I am holding onto my old life a little bit longer.

I have been thinking about whether or not I should have sold all my belongings and start all over with new furniture, new decoration, etc. But my heart made the right decision. I could not part with all the stuff I have carefully chosen and collected over the years. Now I am glad to have reminders of my old life. Not only does it bring back good memories, but it also re-affirms that giving up my old life was the best decision I have ever made.