Sunday I was having an ‘off’ day. I had been dreaming of Michael and the dream was so vivid that it almost left me in tears when I discovered that he was not laying next to me when I woke up. Michael was my fiance. We were supposed to get married two years ago, but a fatal accident took him away from me. The day I heard the news was the day my world fell apart. I still miss him every day and find it still hard to talk about him. Lee is the only one here on the island who knows about Michael, all the others think that I am happily single.
Since I had such an overwhelming feeling of sadness I decided to go for a swim to clear my head. I went to the swimming pool and had a swim of three kilometers before I decided to go to the beach. On days like this I know it’s better for me to get out and do stuff, otherwise I just lay in bed all day being depressed. I ended up walking along the beach for ages.


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