After moving to this island I have always felt that my blog is my little space where I can rant, rave and pour my heart out about the things that are on my mind. I started this blog to document everything for myself and decided to stay anonymous so I can talk freely about everything and everyone in my life. I guess you can compare my blog to an online diary with the difference that this diary talks back to me in the form of comments made by some lovely people. I love those comments, because sometimes it gives me a different view on things and it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy knowing that someone takes the time to say something nice to me. So to all my lovely commentators: Thank you!!!

One of the things I really like about EntreCard is that I have discovered some great blogs and meet new friends online. Lately I have been getting a lot of traffic from EntreCard, which is great, but the downside is that it takes me hours to return the drops each day. No broadband on this island! It takes up so much time that I don’t have time left to relax and read everyone’s blog and comment. So I have decided to subscribe to all the blogs that I like so I can read them all whenever I feel like it and take it a bit more easier with the dropping. It doesn’t mean that I will stop dropping all together, it just means I want to keep it a fun thing for myself. After all I moved over here to enjoy my life a bit more, not to sit behind my laptop for hours a day.

Now that I’ve got that out of the way I’ll get back to my life again. I’ve spend most of my Sunday working on my scrapbook. It’s unbelievable that I had not finished it yet, the pictures of Lee and his kids on the beach were taken ages ago. I really wanted to finish it, so I could give the scrapbook to Lee as a present. Pete stopped by in the afternoon to see if I wanted to go to the beach, but when he saw I was busy with the scrapbook he decided to hang around and chat. We were good friends before he hooked up with Annie, but ever since he broke up with her we’ve become pretty close friends. It’s nice spending time with him, because he’s such a good guy. But I can’t help wishing it was Lee I was spending so much time with.

Monday after work I did some groceries shopping and decided to cook a nice dinner for Lee. I put a note on his front door with the text: Get your lovely ass over to my house a.s.a.p. x0x Jazz, so that when he got home from work he would come over to my house straight away. I lit some candles and dinner was ready when he came over. Dinner was great, but spending any time alone with him is great. I gave him the scrapbook and he absolutely loved it. He gave me a thousand and one kisses to thank me for it. I also gave him the pictures that Dakota had taken of the two of us and the pictures he had taking of me, but I gave them in a separate mini-album.

After dinner we laid on the couch together cuddling and kissing. I felt so overwhelmingly in love again. Every time I look into his eyes I get this butterfly feeling in my stomach. I felt like locking the door and pretending we weren’t at home, but I knew Pete, Mark and Nick were coming for our movie night so I tried to enjoy every second I had alone with Lee. He did promiss me that Friday night we would spend the evening together without anyone else around. I’m already counting down the days and hours.