This week has been so relaxing for me that I start to feel lazy. I don’t know why I feel lazy because I work 30 hours a week, I swim approximately 3,5 km after work each day, I go to the gym 4 times a week and I clean my house. I think it is because the time that I have to spare is filled with lazy things like laying in my hammock reading a book, going to the beach, hanging out with friends, etc.
Sometimes my life feels surreal. Whenever my phone rings I am almost expecting a phone call from my former boss to tell me to come back from my holiday. But this isn’t a holiday, this is my life now. In my ‘previous life’ I worked and worked and then I worked some more. My whole life consisted of working in the swimming pool for 40 to 50 hours and if I came home I worked in the houses we developed. Having spare time feels like such a luxury to me and sometimes I actually feel guilty for having time to myself.


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